Break and back again....

"I think I wanna Text u, by Vaultboy"....song playing ....ok ....would be a song I never heard before...makes cents.....right song...the only question is why now.....Like this should be my Theme song....running all the time...cause all I do is think I should but ....whatever ....I really like speaking with no audible words and spelling everything wrong....Fun....um...cool painting .....My love ......crazy ....but my love is not what you see .....its what you don't....and it hard to stay away....trying to force something that's. I just can't cause you have lessons and so do I ...for once in my life someone has to come to me.....like really...so IM standing in my lesson everyday and it sucks to wait, cause we are all kids..... we want it know....but if your not ready ....it won't work ...both people have to be ready....Perfect timing ....worth it everytime

Song listen to now:" Man Made, by Matt Stell"

A women made that man.....Like again everything I have done , wasn't 4 me completely....like if i didn't have Hopi ....No way...No point...like yeah want to help people...but needed that Hopi....and it is in every single piece of art I have....the Muse is that....had no choice ....the only BEAT in my head...Really ask....That inspriation saved me....to have faith in ....something ....something I could Feel......Same as Star dust its all around....take time to feel.....and your find home.....Its there Call it Back...it will come ....we all "just" want to go HOME